Why does it bear down upon me?
Like is some terrible kind of dream
Where the waves are crashing all around me
As I'm drowning in the sea
My life leads me down a darker path
With every step I take
I'm blind to what's ahead of me
So I leave it all to fate
Alone I stand in this empty place
Secluded from the rest
While they are miles ahead of me
I'm strained to be my best
All sorts of things are at my aid
Books and talks and pills
But never had I felt so low
When it came to the shrinks bills
How on earth did it happen?
I scream inside my head
Why cant I just be normal?
And live a day less dread
Each day I become more a shadow
Each night I cry some more
Regardless of all, I'm still alive
This proves my will I'm sure.
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